True Story. I wrote “ADDICT’S WAY” while I was homeless. It’s a long story. 453 pages. On Amazon: https://tinyurl.com/LiosiNovelist
the fluorescent lights hummed
like tired gods above the asphalt.
it was 2:13 a.m.
and the automatic doors kept sighing
open and closed
for nobody in particular.
I had a notebook
that smelled like flat beer
and bad decisions.
the minivan next to me
had three kids asleep in the back
their mouths open
like small broken promises.
somewhere a cart rolled loose
across the blacktop
clattering like a drunk prophet
who knew the ending of the story
but couldn’t remember the beginning.
I wrote the first sentence
with a broken laptop I had stepped on.
ink coughing onto paper
like blood from a tired lung.
a man in pajama pants
pushed a cart full of frozen pizzas
and stared at me
like I was the strange one.
maybe I was.
because who starts a novel
between two trash dumpsters?
but that’s where it began.
not in a quiet cabin
not at a polished desk
not in one of those photographs
where writers pretend to be serious.
no:
it began under buzzing lights
with the smell of cheap rubber tires
and hot asphalt cooling into the night.
I wrote
because the words were clawing
at the inside of my skull.
and the truth is
most stories
don’t start beautifully.
they start in places like this:
with a tired man
in a Walmart parking lot
trying to outrun his life
one sentence
at a time.
